Danielle's Diary entries
6 Oct 08
Bit new to all this. Need some way to clear my head though. Can't really talk to Stace. Or Callum. Or anyone. Maybe if I write it all down, my head won't explode… Anyway, welcome to my life in Walford. Shift on the stall, then cleaning at the Vic. Suppose I'd better get moving… @ 07.45
Help! heard something I shouldn't tonite. Mr Mitchell FLIRTING with Mrs Branning, PHIL'S GIRLFRIEND. Pretty full on too… how could he do that to Mrs Mitchell?? Can't believe it. I thought he was a really nice man… nice one grandad :-( @ 21.30
Can't sleep… keep going over it in my head - what they were doing in there?! So much for happy families… @ 23.45
7 Oct 08
Not sure I can look Mrs Mitchell in the eye today… could pull a sicky? Don't know if I can face it… @ 11.30
Got to do something. I'm gonna tell Ronnie - Mrs Mitchell should know the truth. Just don't want anybody to get hurt… Better go… get it over with… @ 11.45
Why can't things just work out for once? Told Ronnie, but something went wrong. She came back from the Vic in a right state. Took it out on me… shouted at me - said that I was just the cleaner and to back off. Then Mr Mitchell caught me and threatened me. Crying now. @ 22.33
JUST THE CLEANER??? If you only knew… @ 23.32
14 Oct 08
Couldn't sleep last night. Like R's letter by my bed was haunting me. Maybe I should just put it back where I found it…. Forget that all of this happened. @ 09.53
Gave the letter to Mr Mitchell. Ronnie knew it was me that took it!! How could I have been so stupid?? Please, please don't hate me… @ 23.25
I've ruined EVERYTHING. All those things that were said. The look in your eyes. How can your beautiful eyes look so cold? How can you look at me like that? So much contempt. Like you hate me. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. How stupid was I to think it'd be any different? @ 23.58
13 Oct 08
Going home. Nobody wants me here. Who was I kidding to think that anyone would? @ 09.33
Stace convinced me to stay, at least I have one true mate… for now anyway. Slagging off Ronnie… know I shouldn't but kind of enjoyed it… @ 20.44
Saw red tonight. Sometimes Stace brings out the worst in me… she threw a bucket of water over Ronnie! Serves her right for the way she's been to me... all her makeup down her face, not so perfect any more eh. Doesn't make me feel better though. Just feel empty. @ 23.45
14 Oct 08
GREAT. Now I'm in trouble with the POLICE. Caught with Mo's dodgy nighties. What am I? Cursed??? @ 21.25
16 Oct 08
Been charged with handling stolen goods and have to go to COURT. I've never been in trouble before, not once. Mo's really angry. Says that Ronnie set us up. Don't know what to think any more. @ 15.45
Sod it! I'm a Slater now. Got to forget the past, just be happy. Got a great mate in Stace got Mo and Charlie… and a criminal record… but you can't have everything… @ 19.43
Gonna just leave things alone. New beginning, no more trouble… think Mo's cava's gone to my head… feel a bit tiddly! @ 23.49
20 Oct 08
So broke. Really feeling the pinch after losing cleaning job. The credit crunch has hit. Might have to borrow some money from Stace to get through the week and it's only Monday :-( Still, Patrick was really kind to me at lunchtime - popped in to buy a butty and he gave me a free packet of crisps, and said it was a shame to see a pretty face without a smile on it!! Week out of date but they tasted fine. He's really nice! Wonder how his wife's getting on. @ 14.52
24 Oct 08
Going out tonite! Glad rags on, make-up, hair, nails!! Gonna have to pace yourself, Danielle. Never gonna keep up with Stace. Can't wait! @ 19.29
27 Oct 08
Just got in! Out alllll night! Came home on a bicycle thingy! How'm I gonna get through today? Sleep, need sleep… @ 08.41
28 Oct 08
Just found out - Stacey slept with Callum!! Feels a bit weird - I did really like him. Kind of knew there was no chance, though, and even if he was interested, I don't know if I could face 'it'. Not with him (and you know he'd expect it). He's probably had loads of girls. Sometimes I think about asking Stace but some things I guess you just have to figure out on your own. At least that's something I'm used to, anyway. @ 12.43
S & C so obviously like each other, but they're both too pig-headed to admit it. Sooooo… I'm gonna do something about it - SOMEBODY deserves a bit of happiness round here… Tonight's the night when Stace and Callum are gonna get together, and I'm gonna get some good karma for a change… @ 20.19
So, Stace tells C how she feels… and he just walks out!?? Men! @ 23.52
30 Oct 08
Stace is quiet today. Tried to find out what happened. Saw her with Bradley earlier?? Think she was crying in her room, but when I asked her about it, she pretended she'd got some mascara in her eye… @ 21.18
31 Oct 08
Police in the Square today! Apparently Max Branning's in hospital - some kind of accident. Sounds serious??? @ 20.42
