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ABOUT THIS RESEARCHER

Created: 13th March 2001 
Welcome to my Weirld

Hello. My name is Willem van der Merwe, I live in South Africa, and have been living here my whole life. I was born in Pretoria on 16 March 1972. I suffer from a mental illness - paranoid schizophrenia, according to the doctors. This makes my life rather complicated and puts a bit of a constraint on my options. I have to use medication that I don't like very much, but with that I can live. I want to say one thing: I love people again. I will dedicate my life to Love ... for those close to and those far from me, and those in between. I will make a change in my life. I will again reach out to people. Apart from medications, and psychotherapy, I will also from inside myself try to work to overcome my paranoia. The world cannot be all bad. People neither. I will focus on the good ... and right now I know that there's a *lot* of it.

What do I do? Well, I'm an artist. I paint, and I sketch. These days I am very much into watercolour painting, and I'm a member of the Watercolours Society of South Africa. I enjoy nature immensely, so most of my art is of natural scenes, plant and animal life. However, I also do portraits of people, in pencil or paint. I get quite a lot of commissions. I also do retouching of bad or old photographs. Not making much money with that, but I'm very good with it!

I also enjoy photography. It helps to supply me with reference material for my art, but I like doing it in itself as well. Because I can do retouching, I can make a lot of my not-so-good shots look really professional! Furthermore I also enjoy hiking in wild areas. I have that to thank for a lot of my knowledge and experience of wildlife. People tell me I'm quite a good tour guide for people who enjoy the wilderness experience! I don't do that for money though, just for good friends!

I am very health conscious. I don't smoke, don't drink caffeine or alchohol, don't use any recreational drugs. I only use the drugs I need to use to control my schizophrenia. I also don't eat meat ... I'm an ovo-lacto-vegetarian. So I eat eggs and dairy products, and fruit and vegetables. I also do weight training usually three days a week. I'm interested more in strength than in fitness, but I have a fair degree of endurance, and my heart is in good condition. I should actually do more fitness work ... walking and running! I want to live *extremely* long, because there is *so much* I still want to do! I still want to write books ... *many* of them ... and I want to illustrate them myself! I also would like to make music one day!

Another thing that I do, and that I am extremely enthusiastic about - I cultivate indigenous South African plants. I'm hoping to have a piece of land some day, on which to start out a Botanic Garden. In the meantime I grow lots of plants here at home, and sell some of them on occasion.

On the site below you can find photographs and painting by me (or in a few cases by other people):

Plantwarrior's Pictures

Music is very important to me. Mostly, I listen to music while I paint, but sometimes I also dance around alone to loud music ... gives me a bit of exercise as well as being great fun. I wish I had someone else to dance with! There aren't nice dancing places here in my town of Pietersburg/Polokwane. When I was a student in Pretoria there were very nice dancing occasions ... we held dances at the hostel, and there were also dancing clubs in town. I mean nice clubs, where one can dance with a partner almost ballroom style.

But as for music ... I like everything from classical music, to heavy metal ... some genres excepted; I am not much into country music, or jazz, or rap.

I am looking for friends here, people to talk with, basically about pretty much any sort of subject. Please drop me a note here in case you're interested in friendship!

If you want to email me:

willvdm@telkomsa.net

Please check out - or contribute to - this Art Gallery for h2g2ers started by Mudhooks Dubois:

Gallery 42

See this thread for info on how you can contribute your own works to the gallery:

Gallery 42: The h2g2 Friends Gallery

Also check out this page, the H2G2 Friends of Tibet:

h2g2 Friends of Tibet



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Boetman Couldn't Take Anymore
8 Hours Ago

It is with immense sadness that I saw this morning's headline in the paper: Chris Louw, a 'voice' for so many of us frustrated Afrikaners, committed suicide yesterday. He used an AK47 rifle ... notorious for being the choice arm used by freedom fighters in the days of Apartheid.

Chris Louw was able to voice the extreme discontent of a generation of Afrikaners who felt themselves *doubly betrayed*. First, they were betrayed by the old Apartheid Masters who brainwashed them and even sent many of them off to fight and die for an injust and doomed sytem. Then, they were betrayed by the new post-Apartheid government ... discriminated against for being perceived as part of the 'old order', and shoved aside. So many have lost work, lost status, lost all certainty, and even lost their minds.

In the year 2000, Chris wrote an iconic article called "Boetman is die Bliksem in" elucidating all this. Boetman means 'brother-man'- and is the kind of term used condescendingly by old paternalistic authority figures when addressing younger men such as the ones they sent off to do their dirty work. "Die Bliksem in" is a somewhat rude term that might be translated 'p****d off', but even stronger in sense.

Here's an excerpt of what Louw wrote:

"You were the first generation of Afrikaners who delegated your children to go and die for you ... The Generation who took up the burden to form its children by its own hand, and to cast them: tin soldiers who had to go to the border to fight, to kill and be killed, for your ideals."

The article just took off under the Afrikaans people and became *the* manifesto of how so many of us felt. It was, as said in the article in the paper, the needle that lanced the boil of our unspoken thoughts and feelings that have been festering in silence for decades. 'Boetman' became Chris Louw's nickname after then.

But Louw was equally critical of the new SA government, for its corruption, for its inadequacies, for continued discrimination, and for betraying the ideals of white *and* black in this country. Chris was evenhanded in his criticism, he was a true voice of reason.

But there was always the underlying frustration, the feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness. Another excerpt of his writing:

"What is left for me? I am too old to be totally innocent. I am too young to be totally culpable. I am too innocent to concoct excuses. I am too guilty to wash my hands. I am fed up [actually a much stronger term], totally, fed up to the throat, with having to take orders. First from the Apartheid patriarchs, now from the same converted Pontius-Pilate patriarchs, and from the new black Elite ..."

His criticism was scathing but justified. He was the voice that would not be silenced.

Chris Louw especially reported on crime recently and the despair felt by many communities who feel they've been left to the wolves. It seems this despair took hold on him and became too much. After a few messsages sent, sort of announcing his intended suicide, he retreated to an old bird cage on his small farm and shot himself with the AK47 that people still don't know how he obtained. This was the very same kind of rifle that killed so many of his friends and fellow-'Boetmans' who were sent off to die and get killed for Apartheid.

So, after all, the voice of disillusionment and frustration, the voice calling for true justice and fairness to all, is indeed now silenced.

He leaves behind his wife and two grown-up children. My condolences and best wishes go out to them.

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Back to Pretoria
2 Weeks Ago

Tomorrow my mom and I are taking my dad to Pretoria again for a follow-up examination by his cardiologist. I don't know how long we'll be there - if all goes well, we might return again on Wednesday. If my dad needs another operation, or hospitalisation, we might be there for another few days. We just hope that there will be no more bad complications.

OK so if I'm not here for a while, you all will know.

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A few new Paintings on Webshots
2 Weeks Ago

I've uploaded a few more of my most recent paintings to Webshots - they start with the little Steenbok, just go on from there:

http://entertainment.webshots.com/photo/2918329040103203115QOAJEt

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Sterpark's Koppie Part 2
2 Weeks Ago

I continued my exploration of the local Koppie (small hill) today. I particulary wanted to see what the Euphorbia clivicola's were looking like today. They are succulent plants that are very rare ... they only grow on this hill and a few others, in the entire world. I would say there are hundreds, perhaps thousands, on this particular hill ... but their survival depends on the hill remaining protected. If people should build houses all over it (as they're indeed doing to a small part of the hill complex), the plants will be gone. I really hope they'll not do that.

Anyways since last time I photographed lots of yellow flowers, I included a few flowers of different colours today! But there are even more yellow ones, as well. And a few other things too ... please take a look:

http://outdoors.webshots.com/album/575425740OUgwAr?start=36

The new photos start with the 'Unknown Bulb' which is the fourth photo on that page, and they go on from there. Christiane, if you're interested, you can again use the 'Slideshow' feature - you'll see the old photos again, but like I said, the 'Unknown Bulb' is the first of the new ones and they go on from there.


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Sterpark's Koppie after Fire and Rain
3 Weeks Ago

I had a short trip today to the Koppie (small hill) to the east of our house. There was a fire during the winter, and in the past couple of weeks, good rains. The grass has started sprouting, many other plants are in leaf as well, and several were flowering - some profusely.

Fire clears away grass and dry brush, opening up the landscape so that small shrubs and herbs that flower, are more conspicuous. Many such small plants were taking advantage of the recent fire - and today it seems was especially a day for yellow flowers!

Sure, there were a few other flower colours as well, such as the bright magenta of the Morning Glories, a species of Ipomoea.

Wildlife seen, included millipedes, a centipede, and a great many ground beetles of several species. Actually, I'm just seeing them more easily since the ground is now more open! Also, grashoppers - especially, a large green kind fond of plants with noxious juices - it uses this itself for defence! There were also blister beetles feeding on morning glory flowers.

Birds included streaky-headed canaries, red bishops, scalyfeathered finches, whitebrowed sparrowweavers, neddickies, diederik cuckoos, and a couple of dikkops (large, nocturnal, plover-like grassland birds) - one of which ran away when it saw me, but the other stayed put - on a nest!

Here are some photos:

http://outdoors.webshots.com/album/575425740OUgwAr

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