 Posted Aug 1, 2003 by Researcher U197087
"Water pistol man, full of ammunition Squirtin' out fires on a one man mission But did you ever stop and think to squirt the flowers in your own back yard."
- 'Water Pistol Man' by Michael Franti, of Disposable Heroes Of Hiphoprisy.
Sorry, B, but three people very dear to you, all of whose happiness is necessary to your own, are hurting like f**king crazy, and you're out fishing for bigotry!
We need you. Richenda and PC need you. I need you to ensure their needs are met. I'm getting little information over here that isn't borne of intense fear and sadness at your end and monumental impotence in the face of it isn't doing me too good either.
Prioritize, please. I've got the stuff filled out, I'm faxing it over and send it aswell, but the rest of the time I have to come down from one of the most triggered-batsh*t fortnights I've had in a long while, and start a new job. Please do as much as you can to keep things together there, or at least give some indication that I'm exaggerating here. I need the info.
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 Posted Aug 1, 2003 by Barton Email is coming.
Please reemember that when I can't do anthing here, I have to do it somewhere else.
Things are pretty much the same and that is what is bad.
The dams are threatening to break and we're all running around shoring things up as best we can. You can't help. You couldn't help if you were here. The problem is out there where we can't do anything about it and that is the crux of the problem. We shouldn't need to shore up the dam, we should be lowering the level of the water.
S and little A. And Richenda's inability to find a way out of blaming herself for doing the right thing.
Think three years and running for me with my problems getting worse all the time.
Think last Thanksgiving and I still need to go in there today.
Think polite wolves on the phone who might be growling at the door soon.
Think how unfair hurt is and how selfish those who are hurt can be.
Think how much you are helping us just by being and coping.
And what's so damn passive about this agression anyway?
Barton
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 Posted Aug 1, 2003 by Researcher U197087 Well, I could have just called you names.
I'm sorry, Barton. I've just read it and I'm coming back down... the atmosphere here is of a steam room, which might have much to do with it.
I love you. Take care,
Chris
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