Thursday 16 February 2012, 10:12
At a meeting just before Christmas 2010 Lucian Freud, a small ancient figure at 88, sitting surrounded by fresh piles of newspapers, with their lurid headlines, suddenly stared, with characteristic bulging eyes, out of the window of Clarke's restaurant in Notting Hill, London.
He had noticed a pair of mounted police, heads down, battling through a sudden heavy snow storm.
The street scene erased in the white-out left just the foreground of chestnut horses and fluorescent riders, like a children's book illustration. Lucian was thrilled with the sight.
David Hockney on Lucian Freud's painting technique
Making a painting was the most important thing anyone could try to do, if they were to get close to the essence of things, to approach an absolute truth.
At another meeting, the sun was streaming in. By then Lucian knew I liked his regular food supplement: nougat. He cut me a slice without me asking.
At the end of the film, the art critic Sebastian Smee said that in the company of Lucian he did not feel the need to say anything clever, just to be with someone so intense and so alive was enough. I think that is so insightful.
I hardly said a thing - not that it would have been clever if I had.
Lucian started wiggling his fingers around to make interesting shadow patterns. The shadows were green by some accident of light reflecting from the leaves of flowers on the table.
He enjoyed the sight, and so did I.
We started production in the spring of 2011. Lucian said he would still be around for his exhibition at the National Portrait Gallery which started this month.
Reflection (self portrait) 1985
Many of his friends and family now felt free to take a bigger part in the film, and, in their grief, to articulate the feelings and insights that are so much in the foreground of the mind when someone you love dies.
The aim of the film is to look more closely, with an open mind, at the work. The editor, Paul Binns, and I tried to deploy the amazingly candid interviews from old friends and family to reveal themes in the painting.
At the moment I write this the composer and musician John Harle is performing a saxophone part for his intensely moving score.
I am sitting in a square room with red curtains on all sides, and a mass of sound mixing technology.
Thinking about Freud makes me look more closely and with greater fascination at the most ordinary of things - to realise what a strange place the world is, and how barely we understand it.
Randall Wright is the director of Lucian Freud: Painted Life.
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