Monday 26 March 2012, 11:13
As much as television commissions can be few and far between for any writer, let alone newer writers like me, My Murder wasn't a project I immediately jumped at.
I guess I needed assurance that the Beeb wasn't using Shakilus Townsend's death and his mother's anguish so that they could seem edgy - tick a box and get one up on their broadcast rivals.
Shakilus was 16 when he was beaten and stabbed to death in a planned attack by members of a gang in south London in 2008.
He'd been led into the ambush, widely reported as the 'honey trap murder', by Samantha Joseph - a girl Shakilus' mum said he was 'smitten' with.
Samantha was sentenced to at least 10 years for her part in his murder and six other teenagers including her ex-boyfriend Danny McLean were jailed for life.
There had to be a heart to this drama and fortunately the producer Colin Barr was of the same mind.
I always made it clear that I didn't want the film to go into Crimewatch territory. Nor did I want it to seem like an 'urban drama' with a stereotypical knife crime story - and I was encouraged that Colin and the BBC felt the same.
The finished film is the opposite of that.
Of course there'll be many people that will see Shakilus, in his hoody, being loud with his friends and automatically make assumptions.
But for me the fact that Shak wasn't an angel makes his story richer and dare I say 'normal'.
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Shakilus gets a warning
My approach was to chew over all the extensive material that the research team provided me.
I read through mountains of research and court evidence as I tried to visualise in my mind's eye the events of 2008.
I'd asked myself questions like why was Shakilus interested in Sam? Why was Shak so persistent?
What was Sam's interest in Shak? Why did she feel she couldn't let Danny know about Shak? Was she at fault for not 'declaring' Shak to Danny?
One thing that was very clear from the interviews and research was Shakilus' bubbly, charismatic character.
This was a guy who was so popular amongst his friends and family.
Also, he wasn't short on female friends and definitely wasn't scared to talk to girls. His charm, his wit and his boldness is what drew me to Shakilus.
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Shakilus meets Samantha for the first time
You can't help but think what potential he had.
But on reflection I guess what drew me to the story is that I, in my adolescent years, and the teenage Shakilus were both driven by the most basic of human emotions - attraction.
I, like many billions of others, have been so blindly infatuated - calling it love - only to find you have been taken for a ride.
But I and so many others were lucky because the only consequence we suffered was a 'broken heart'.
Shakilus wasn't as fortunate.
Levi David Addai is the writer of My Murder.
My Murder is on Monday, 26 March at 9pm on BBC Three. For further programme times please see the episode guide.
You can watch an interview with the cast on the BBC News website and also read a post by John Boyega, who plays Shakilus, on the BBC Three blog.
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Comment number 1.
veronica26th March 2012 - 23:34
totally fantastic. brillant actors, brillant writer. well done.
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Comment number 2.
Maddinski7826th March 2012 - 23:42
Just wanted say, thank you for such an insightful docu-drama as 'my murder' truly a brilliant piece of writting with such a delicate subject as this. I believe drama of this quality and weight could change the path of someone involved in a gang. I hope so.
Levi David addai is a writer that speaks to a generation. Please listen!
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Vincent McGrath27th March 2012 - 7:07
I find it unbelievable that someone is writing about these horrendous people making them notorious is there really nothing better you want to do with your time. Are we so stupid we need you to shine some light on this tragic story. What a waste of time and money. Vincent McGrath London
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MikeC27th March 2012 - 12:57
What a wonderful and touching piece of television that should be made compulsory viewing in secondary schools all over the UK.
I was moved to tears by the story and the fact it is true makes the tragic outcome even more relevant. Well done on handling such a subject with realism and sensitivity.
I grew up in South London and saw street gangs at first hand even being a victim of their behaviour; this gave a small insite into what is happening on our streets today.
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fadab27th March 2012 - 14:58
I totally agree with Vincent Mcgrath...I cannot see why this programme had to be made as it only glorifies the murderers...the only people who gain anything from the show was the BBC who love to show black youths at their worse which helps to reinforce the stereotypes in the white man's eyes that all we do is kill each other and are no good. Has this never happened in the white commuinity, where is that "drama" ?? If it's not the riots that the BBC are showing its something else to make us look bad. Are we ourselves so blind that we dont see what they are doing?? Come on BBC , fix up !! If you want youngsters to have a positive outlook show POSITIVE images of black people !
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