As for "esqualene", by which I assume you mean "squalene", that's something that's naturally present in the human body as part of our usual metabolism, so it's hard to believe that a couple of extra mg of it is going to pose any significant risk.
I'm intrigued by your statement that more than half the doctors in the UK said they wouldn't take the vaccine. Where does that figure come from?
That seems entirely consistent with the idea that they gave greater weight to bad things that happened as a result of an act of commission than they did to bad things that happened as a result of an act of omission.