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Michael Gray | 08:16 UK time, Friday, 20 November 2009

Having had a break from domestic fixtures, we have all been focused on international football and I think now is a good opportunity to reflect on the way things are going for England.

I have to say that Fabio Capello has done an amazing job as England coach. The Italian seems to have instilled confidence into every player who has played for him.

Yet there is also the fear factor that you don't want to be the person in the team who slips up because he is the kind of person who can come down on you like a ton of bricks.

Capello has got England playing really well. The first time people really sat up and took notice was when we beat Croatia 4-1 away from home in World Cup qualifying. Having been humbled by Croatia in the Euro 2008 qualifiers, it just showed how far England had come in a short period of time.

Capello's England were first class from the first World Cup qualifying game to the last.

Looking back on my first England call-up 10 years ago, it came as a shock because I was playing in the Championship (then Division One) for Sunderland.

We were flying at the time and playing some excellent football, eventually finishing the season with 105 points. That was a record points tally and stood until it was eventually beaten by Reading a couple of years ago.

I was playing at the top of my game but it was still a surprise when team-mate Kevin Phillips and I were called up given that we played for a Championship team. It came towards the end of the season and it was a great feeling.

Kevin Keegan (left) in discussion with Michael Gray Gray was extremely impressed with the way Keegan treated him

It was out of the ordinary then for Championship players to be in the England reckoning. People had asked us if we thought we were good enough and we said 'yes'. Thankfully, Kevin Keegan agreed. The fact that Sunderland finished seventh in the Premier League with pretty much the same squad the following year proved the point.

We were having some great times under Peter Reid at Sunderland and we had just moved into the Stadium of Light, averaging close to 48,000 every game. It was a pleasure to play that kind of football but the atmosphere was electric too - it just grabbed everyone and brought out the best in all of the players.

However, I think it's highly unlikely that a Championship player would make today's England squad. You have to look at the players Capello has available.

There are some really talented players coming through in the Championship now and if they step up to the Premier League for a couple of years then they may get into the England reckoning. At the moment though I don't think there are any players ready to make that leap.

Everyone asks if I was nervous getting my first call-up and, yes, I was. But at the same time there was real excitement.

I said to myself I would go with the squad, meet the players and enjoy every single moment of it - and I certainly did that.

It was a special moment; something you strive for at the beginning of your career and when it happens you grab it with both hands. What an amazing feeling to play with three lions on your chest - just incredible.

I'd never been involved with the Under-21s or England's youth ranks so I was thrown in at the deep end in some ways.

When I got the phone call from Keegan I thought it was a wind-up. For the first few seconds I thought it was someone impersonating him but that soon went away.

It was nice to have Kevin's in the same squad as he was the only person I knew but it was still nerve wracking when we met up with the squad at Bisham Abbey. We all spent some time in our rooms before going down to dinner at 7pm.

My room was next to Kevin Phillips' and I was a bit apprehensive when we went down to meet the other players because we didn't know them. That soon went away though.

Everybody was really friendly and it was an enjoyable trip. It was an eye opener too because I'd played in the Championship and not really established myself in the Premier League.

Training-wise, the sessions were similar to what we were used to at club level, just the personnel were different!

Obviously you're with the top players in the country so the quality is there for everyone to see. It's not a case of turning up to training and going through the motions because you just wouldn't get away with it. You have to put 100% into every session. That's how I train anyway but the quality in training with England just shone through.

We did a finishing session at the end of training and I was crossing balls from the left.

On the end of my crosses were Alan Shearer, Emile Heskey, Robbie Fowler, Teddy Sheringham, Paul Scholes and Michael Owen. As you can imagine, there weren't many balls going wide or over the bar! It was a special thing to be part of.

My England debut came in a friendly in Hungary and I played 20 minutes as sub. We drew 1-1 and I remember warming up behind one of the goals when Ray Clemence came running down to tell one of us we were going on.

I turned my head thinking he wanted someone behind me. When I realised it was me that's when I switched on. The thought going through my mind was 'this is your opportunity, you've just got to grab it'.

The whole country is watching but you have to put that out of your mind and try to do your best as you would do for your club because that's why you're there in the first place.

I was nervous and excited at the same time but you've just got to put that out of your mind and give it your best shot. It may have been 20 minutes but it could have been two minutes, the feeling would still have been the same. It went so quickly. Everything takes over and you just want to get to the final whistle with the right result. We drew the game but I remember going back to the dressing room and my team-mates saying 'well done'.

The second game I played was against Sweden at Wembley. Graeme Le Saux was playing left-back and went off injured at half-time so I went on.

Paul Scholes was sent-off so we were reduced to 10 men but we managed to hold out for a goalless draw.

It was an amazing experience to play at Wembley in front of the England fans. That was what I wanted. It was great to get my first cap for England but to come out at Wembley and play 45 minutes was just amazing, especially with the players around me.

It was satisfying to get a clean sheet too. At Sunderland I was forever getting forward and that was the way I liked to play. But for England I was told to just keep it tight at the back because we were down to 10 men and I wasn't going to argue with the likes of Tony Adams and Martin Keown. I held my ground and it was an amazing day.

My first start at international level came in Bulgaria and turned out to be my third and last England appearance. It was Hristo Stoichkov's last game for Bulgaria and we drew the game 1-1 so unfortunately I didn't get any wins as an England player.

Michael Gray in action for England The only start of Gray's England career came in Bulgaria in 9 June 1999

Having said that, we were unbeaten in my time in the team too as we drew all three games I was involved in.

The trip to Bulgaria was a bit strange as it felt like we were playing in the middle of a forest. We drove through lots of trees to get to the stadium and it was packed to the rafters.

Stoichkov was a legend in his own right. His legs had gone by then but his touch was amazing and there were banners all over the place for him. I was concentrating on getting a result for England but it was nice to be a part of that match.

I couldn't thank Keegan enough for my England experiences. It was amazing to get the call-up. I didn't think I was going to get on the pitch in my first time in the squad so it was just very special.

Keegan is a fantastic man. He made everyone feel so comfortable and welcome. There were no individuals who were treated as special and everybody in the squad was treated as equal.

Keegan said that he got a phone call when he was first called up to the England squad himself but never received one when he was left out of the squad. He said he would never do that to any player and he was true to his word.

I had been in five or six squads and when he came to leaving me out he phoned me to say that he was going for a bit of experience as Stuart Pearce was coming back into the side. I told him I was really disappointed but that I appreciated his phone call. Things like that stick in your mind and he's a true gentleman.

Back to the here and now.

I'm refreshed after two weeks back on the training ground. I feel fit and strong and I'm itching to play at Ipswich on Saturday and hopefully secure a result on the road for the Owls.

Comments

  • 1. At 10:54am on 20 Nov 2009, Lets all try to get along wrote:

    great blog, really enjoy reading this, keep them coming

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  • 2. At 11:02am on 20 Nov 2009, Andrew wrote:

    Stoichkov was amazing on Striker on the PS1 and could score from practically anywhere, legs gone or not.

    Good blog mate, and not a mention of Thierry Henry at all!

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  • 3. At 11:17am on 20 Nov 2009, pidgeGULL wrote:

    Great blog, having a had a taste of international football, but obviously not as much as you would have wanted (I put this down to style more than ability, we weren't as comfortable with the idea of attacking full backs ten years ago - if you look at how some people talk about Glen Johnson, you can see we're not 100% comfortable with it today either!), can you emphasize with Darren Bent? He clearly wants to do well for his country but it just hasn't clicked for him yet.

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  • 4. At 11:19am on 20 Nov 2009, tomefccam wrote:

    Hi Micheal.

    If someone was to give you the opportunity in life to either say you could win the world cup with england as the starting left back, or win the FA cup with sunderland which would you choose.

    i think the england shirt is not as appreciated as it should be, you obviously took great pride in the fact you represented your country, and you should do it is a great achievement.

    Did any of the players in and around the squads you were involved in take the england shirt for granted, and not really appreciate what they had?

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  • 5. At 11:28am on 20 Nov 2009, LABSAB9 wrote:

    On the end of my crosses were Alan Shearer, Emile Heskey, Robbie Fowler, Teddy Sheringham, Paul Scholes and Michael Owen. As you can imagine, there weren't many balls going wide or over the bar! It was a special thing to be part of.

    And what ones did go astray i presume were off the head/foot/knee/shin of Heskey??

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  • 6. At 11:31am on 20 Nov 2009, Andrew wrote:

    If someone was to give you the opportunity in life to either say you could win the world cup with england as the starting left back, or win the FA cup with sunderland which would you choose.

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    A bit of a no brainer I'd have thought. The world cup every time. Long gone are the days where FA Cup Final day started at midday with tv coverage from the air of the coaches travelling to Wembley and the story of how each team got to the final, coverage of the fans on Wembley way in daft hats and banners. That's how I remember the FA cup of 20 years ago. Nowadays the same few teams generally compete these games so a team can play 2-3 of these type of games a season and the excitment of it has been lost. The World Cup Final however is a once every 4 years game of your life and is the pinacle of ANY footballers career.

    That said I'd love Middlesbrough to win the FA Cup, it'd be mental.

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  • 7. At 12:08pm on 20 Nov 2009, tomefccam wrote:

    6. At 11:31am on 20 Nov 2009, Andrew wrote:

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    you'd think that wouldn't you. but unbelievably some players put club before country.

    Do you think Steven Gerrard would sacrifice istanbul to win the world cup with england this summer? I don't think so. Carragher stated how he couldn't care less about england, and several players who have retired from interantional football "to concentrate on their club careers" obviously do not think this way. Lineker '92, Shearer '00, Adams '00 Scholes '04 all retired 2 years before the next world cup.

    Think about it

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  • 8. At 12:30pm on 20 Nov 2009, Andrew wrote:

    #7

    That doesn't mean anything. The question was 'given the choice'. Yes it's a players choice to quit international football to concentrate on their club (usually to prelong their career ahead of any loyalty thing) but given the choice who wouldn't rather win the world cup than the FA cup.

    It's a bit like saying you'd rather win the local pool competition than the snooker world finals (ish).

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  • 9. At 12:51pm on 20 Nov 2009, pidgeGULL wrote:

    Do you think Steven Gerrard would sacrifice istanbul to win the world cup with england this summer? I don't think so. Carragher stated how he couldn't care less about england, and several players who have retired from interantional football "to concentrate on their club careers" obviously do not think this way. Lineker '92, Shearer '00, Adams '00 Scholes '04 all retired 2 years before the next world cup.
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    Rubbish, in answer to your first question. Personally I do. however I think he would take an EPL title for Liverpool over the WC. Does that diminish his love of his country? no. It feels like the same old story this season that you happen to pick on Liverpool player to make your point.

    Carra NEVER said that he "couldn't care less," he said he didn't want to play out of position anymore, he was the third best centre back in the country and felt he wasn't the second best right back, yet he was getting played as a back up right back and couldn't get a game in a central position. While I think Carra is a club over country guy, you are really overstating the difference between the two.

    As for your other examples... all players left at the right time (except Scholes, which was a case similar to Carra, he's not a left midfielder) and did extend their careers because of it. Lineker was effectively retired altogether in 1992 and went to Japan that year, but he is an England legend and you are a clear fool if you are suggesting he wasn't commited to playing for his country.

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  • 10. At 1:01pm on 20 Nov 2009, Keiron OShea wrote:

    Again a great post from what I believe is one of the finest Left Backs of the late 90s and early 2000s.
    Thanks for telling us about what its like in the England camp.

    Thanks

    Keiron

    Everton Supporter

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  • 11. At 1:37pm on 20 Nov 2009, tomefccam wrote:

    9. At 12:51pm on 20 Nov 2009, pidgeGULL wrote:
    Rubbish, in answer to your first question. Personally I do. however I think he would take an EPL title for Liverpool over the WC. Does that diminish his love of his country? no. It feels like the same old story this season that you happen to pick on Liverpool player to make your point.
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    You quite obviously have got the wrong end of the stick. I was not picking on Gerrad, just citing it as an achievement where Gerrard played a major part in wiining a huge club trophy for his hometown and boyhood team. I cannot recall any other english players who exube the values of their club like gerrard having done this??

    Therefore, I wonder if Gray, a huge sunderland fan would take an FA cup win for his hometown club, with him featuring in the final ahead of an england world cup winners medal.

    RE: Linkeker, he did not know he would be finished 2 years down the road, how could he. Plus a lot of players as legendary as Lineker have risen to the occasion for their country whilst playing in lesser leagues. IF England had made USA 94 i could certainly have seen a 34 year old Lineker having been included if he was still available, for sentiment and experience above anything.

    Scholes was effectively in his peak, and Shearer could conceivably played in 2002 and 2004, being England's and the Premier Leagues top striker. Adams won a Double with arsenal in 2002...

    Carragher, Lineker, Shearer, Scholes, Adams etc should follow Beckham's example and play for their country when selected and get on with it in whatever position, because there will always be hundreds of other players who would kill for their opportunity. You don't see beckham retiring with all the travel he now has to do, and not even featuring in a recent match, a real Pro with a top attitude

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  • 12. At 1:47pm on 20 Nov 2009, Andrew wrote:

    Carragher, Lineker, Shearer, Scholes, Adams etc should follow Beckham's example and play for their country when selected and get on with it in whatever position

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    How can you follow an example before it's been set?

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  • 13. At 1:53pm on 20 Nov 2009, tomefccam wrote:

    I believe he set it when McLaren told him he would no longer be selecting him, and you can quote him on this. I believe he said something along the lines of never making himself unavailable for selection, something he has since repeated now back in the squad

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  • 14. At 2:01pm on 20 Nov 2009, pidgeGULL wrote:

    I can see we won't agree, a real Pro with a top attitude. Certainly, but he hasn't faced the frustration (particularly when the players in your natural position aren't as good as you) playing out of position for most of his England career and hasn't been dogged with injuries.

    On top of being played out of position Scholes was also getting panned in the press at the time.

    There is no slight meant by these players, who, on the whole, have only retired to pass on the torch. You'd have to be truly pessimistic to think that they don't care about the three lions because they retired from international football.

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  • 15. At 2:04pm on 20 Nov 2009, Mikey wrote:

    I've never been a fan of Kevin Keegan personally.. but with touches like that you can see why he is so well thought of..

    Michael bit off topic but have you ever been approached to play abroad now that you are coming to a certain age?? Would playing in the US, Australia or similar ever appeal to you for a season or 2?

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  • 16. At 2:12pm on 20 Nov 2009, tomefccam wrote:

    14. At 2:01pm on 20 Nov 2009, pidgeGULL wrote:

    That's what football is all about, if we all agreed and did not have an opinion what would be the point?

    I just get the feeling that the England shirt is not as coveted as it used to be. I can understand Carraghers frustrations, but it was upto him to step out of his comfort zone at Liverpool and make the England centre back jersey his own, I know what he can do as a player and what he can offer so this is where my criticism is placed with him.

    Gareth Barry is an example of what I mean, he was left out in the wilderness for years having debuted years ago. He was tried in all sorts of positions, but he eventually got his chance in centre mid in 2007 and has made himself one of the 1st names on the teamsheet.

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  • 17. At 2:40pm on 20 Nov 2009, pidgeGULL wrote:

    Absolutely, but Carra was getting passed over in favour of fourth of fifth choices at the time, he was getting played at right back and he saw the players he was getting picked ahead of in that role (dedicated right back specialists) and decided to give up because the manager wasn't going to see sense.

    This is the key with Barry, he was always a good player but he wasn't better than Gerrard, Lampard (or Scholes if we're going back that far) and so had to wait, now he's a lynchpin in the side. There are valid arguements on both sides of the fence here but ultimately I think that where England is involved we should always look forwards as there are always youngsters worth looking at, and that some players like to bow out early is fine, a player rejecting his country altogether is a different matter but even that is a personal matter for the players (acceptable with Al Bangura, not so with Stephan Ireland imo).

    Let's say we were decimated with injury, would you prefer to see Phil Neville called up or Cattermole/Rodwell/Reo-Coker? Actually that's a void question really, who WOULDN'T pick Cattermole right now?

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  • 18. At 2:41pm on 20 Nov 2009, Phil wrote:

    I like the club vs country question. Maybe a more 'appropriate' question would be this...

    Given the chance of England winning (and you playing) Euro 2012 (not as important WC) OR you playing for Sunderland (home town team) and winning an FA Cup, which would you prefer??? As a Leeds fan i'd rather the FA Cup, even if it is devalued nowadays.

    BUT winning a WC is what i desperately want to see - even ahead of Leeds winning a Champions League. Its something that unites a whole country and even club rivalry can be forgotten for a brief time. Sadly i doubt i will ever see this!

    Keegan was one of the nicest blokes ever, i'm glad you think the same Michael. A true gent. Sadly in todays modern game, there are not enough ot his type around anymore.

    Do you ever speak with the younger players to try to give them advice by the way? I wonder if some of the kids know just how lucky they are to be playing for a club like Wednesday? I sometimes think maybe it passes them by a little bit and they take it all for granted (and take the supporters for granted too). I think a wise head like yourself should have a few intelligent words for the youngsters in the squad :) I certainly enjoy reading your thoughts each week, so cheers for that!!!

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  • 19. At 2:54pm on 20 Nov 2009, LABSAB9 wrote:

    18. At 2:41pm on 20 Nov 2009, Deats80 wrote:

    Keegan was one of the nicest blokes ever, i'm glad you think the same Michael. A true gent. Sadly in todays modern game, there are not enough ot his type around anymore.


    Perhaps he would still be around if he didn't keep "bottling it" and walking out on clubs!!! might be a nice bloke but terrible manager.

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  • 20. At 3:09pm on 20 Nov 2009, Jon S wrote:

    me me me

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  • 21. At 3:44pm on 20 Nov 2009, BognorRock wrote:

    I'm not a massive fan of Keegan as a manager but I thought he was quite unlucky as a manager of England in that he had a very poor selction of players to pick from, compared to before and since. Apart from Scholes, Shearer and Owen we didn't really have anyone of top class. The likes of Ince, Adams, Seaman & Pearce were past their best and Gerrard, Lampard, Ferdinand etc were young and way before their prime. He was forced to pick players like Nick Barmby, Dennis Wise and Tim Sherwood who wouldn't get near the England squad today.

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  • 22. At 3:51pm on 20 Nov 2009, Ian McCall wrote:

    Great blogg, you are a true gentleman yourself Michael ..........best of luck this weekend

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  • 23. At 4:00pm on 20 Nov 2009, Geordie2004 wrote:

    Newcastle fan here in peace. :D

    To be honest, I haven't really liked your other blogs that I actually bothered reading. But I liked this one a lot. You picked an interesting topic, and it was well written. And you praised Keegan, so that gets you bonus points. ;) I'll be sure to read your next blog now.

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  • 24. At 4:42pm on 20 Nov 2009, malaymac wrote:


    Mickey, it's marvellous that you got to play for your boyhood heroes and represent your country. Surely that's every little lads dream come true.
    However with the benefit of hindsight, do you feel yourself and Kevin Philips were not given a fair or realistic opportunity to establish a regular place in the national team ?
    Certainly in Kevin Philip's situation, there's a lot of folks thinking he was treated very unfairly despite his predatory skills in front of goal and golden boot recognition.

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  • 25. At 4:52pm on 20 Nov 2009, PepeXabiBarnes wrote:

    anyone else dislike the england team intensly?

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  • 26. At 5:21pm on 20 Nov 2009, Phil wrote:

    Kevin Keegan can't win, can he? People say he was a rubbish manager but lets look at the facts...

    a) He took Fulham to the Premier League from Division 1 i believe it was... so 2 promotions

    b) He took Newcastle from a team that were destined for Division 1 (saved them going down) and then got them promoted to the Premier and within a whisker of winning the league. No Newcastle manager has come this close since.

    c) He managed a poor England team and when he realised that he wasn't up to the job he walked away. I ADMIRE him for that. He didn't stay where he wasn't wanted. He walked and it taked a bigger man to do that than just stay and wait for a pay off when you get sacked.

    d) He walked from Newcastle this time because he was FORCED He won a court case saying it was constructive dismissal. He didnt just walk away.

    Man City was his biggest blip, thats for sure. But his managerial record or 'loyalty' are not what most people try to make out.

    But at least most people are willing to say what a nice bloke he was - i like him more so for that rant at Fergie, classic!!!

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  • 27. At 5:54pm on 20 Nov 2009, Zell182 wrote:

    Good blog, a nice read. I was going to make a comment about Heskey but LABSAB9 seems to have beaten me to it.

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  • 28. At 7:22pm on 20 Nov 2009, flooch wrote:

    Has Gray ever said anything remotely interesting?

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  • 29. At 7:27pm on 20 Nov 2009, Geordie2004 wrote:

    Yeah, this whole 'Keegan bottles every job!' theory really is a load of bull, to put it bluntly.

    -Newcastle United (the first time): He was basically told to either sign a new contract or walk there and then. He wanted to go at the end of the season, and had told the club this in the summer, so he reluctantly left there and then. He was basically forced out as part of the club being floated on the stockmarket as far as I'm concerned, so this was hardly bottling it, now was it? Bad decision on the club's part.

    -Fulham: He left to take the England job. Did he quit? Sure, but I don't think anyone would blame him for that under the circumstances, I know I don't. He wasn't the first person to do it, and he won't be the last. I don't see how leaving one job to take on a much bigger one (no offence, Fulham fans) can count as bottling it...

    -England: He essentially decided he wasn't good enough for the job and that he couldn't take the team any further. I guess you could call this bottling it, but that's a pretty pessimistic view in my mind. As Deats80 points out, I admire him for this decision instead of just holding out for a pay off if/when he was sacked.

    -Manchester City: He told whoever their chairman was in January (I think?) that he would be leaving at the end of the season when his contract expired. The chairman told him that he may as well just leave there and then. Basically a sacking in my view, so again, he didn't bottle it. Can't really blame the chairman for that, things weren't going well for City at that point.

    -Newcastle United (II): He was basically forced out, I'm not going to bother being the billionth person to dissect this one. Again, hardly bottling it.

    Oh, look at that, 1 case (at most, and a highly debatable one at that) of actual bottling it throughout his managerial career. Hardly a serial bottler, is he? *rolls eyes*

    Now, what I will say against Keegan is that his constant habit of claiming that every job he gets will be his last one in football management really annoys me, because it's always a load of political PR rubbish. Still a very good manager, though, if you ask me... Not a great manager because he never won any major trophies, but his achievements at getting teams who were seriously in the doldrums into a decent state of health again, particularly at Newcastle, show that he does have quality as a manager. Plus he always played positive football with his teams, and I applaud him for that as well.

    Oh, and spare me the whole 'Another blinkered Geordie' rubbish, it's getting tiresome.

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  • 30. At 7:54pm on 20 Nov 2009, bringmethehorizon wrote:

    Having that experience with England, would you say that was the summit of your career? And what are your thoughts on players like Carragher and Scholes retiring early when they still had a chance to make it.
    Finally, what about players like Stephen Ireland, who just plainly seem to not care about playing for their nation?

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  • 31. At 8:10pm on 20 Nov 2009, Spaced Invader wrote:

    Great blog - what a forward line-up England had back in 1999!!

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  • 32. At 9:03pm on 20 Nov 2009, Skotty-boy wrote:

    Good Blog Gray. When you say it is highly unlikely a Championship player playing in the England squad, does that mean to cant see Middleboroughs Adam Johnston being drafted in to fill England's ever-problematic left midfield position, even if merely as a squad player in the World Cup?

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  • 33. At 10:16pm on 20 Nov 2009, Ian Bagnall wrote:

    Hi great blog

    I have followed your career with added interest since your debut against my beloved Rams, when I managed to crash into your parents on the A52 (Brian Clough Way) after the game which as I recall Sunderland managed to steal the points from! My wife spent ages on the phone to your mother one night, as she (my wife) was pregnant, as was your sister, I think.

    Best of luck for the rest of your career - just don't inflict anymore damage on the Rams!!

    Ian

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  • 34. At 00:58am on 21 Nov 2009, Rhinoswellies wrote:

    @28. Have you ever posted anything remotely interesting? Didn't think so

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  • 35. At 10:16am on 21 Nov 2009, Russell Mould wrote:

    Michael

    Great blog. I remember being at the Sweden match and (as a Sunderland fan) being very proud that you and Super Kev were involved.

    Nice to hear a player for whom playing for his country means everything instead of these days when most of the top players have to pull out of the squad due to a 'knock' or 'slight strain'. Or the likes of Carragher who retire's from international football at such a young age because he's not first choice.

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  • 36. At 10:53am on 21 Nov 2009, Howard Nurse wrote:

    Unfortunately, a technical problem has prevented Michael Gray from logging in and responding to your posts. This will be fixed in the near future and normal service should resume. Apologies for this.

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  • 37. At 2:59pm on 21 Nov 2009, yoponz wrote:

    This comment was removed because the moderators found it broke the House Rules.

  • 38. At 5:02pm on 21 Nov 2009, boils wrote:

    Even as a Newcastle United fan, I thought that was a good blog. Heart-felt and honest. Thanks.

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  • 39. At 6:20pm on 21 Nov 2009, Paul Crabdey wrote:

    For a brief England careers, this is a very long blog. Lost interest on paragraph 2.

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  • 40. At 8:47pm on 21 Nov 2009, helfastbhoy wrote:

    39 , just for the record, I along with many, lost interest in your comment after the fourth word. Why not brush up on your grammer and sentence structuring if you are bored?

    Anyway, what an honest and fresh blog. Keep it going Michael.

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  • 41. At 5:38pm on 22 Nov 2009, jcwester wrote:

    Michael, I happened to be on the terraces on that pleasant night in Budapest (is my memory correct?) And I do recall you doing one of your trademark stabbing runs/overlaps up the left-hand side and pulling a really fast cross that swooshed through the penalty area and didn't get latched on to by our forwards. I also clearly recall you having the ball at your feet with one of the Hungarians close opposite you, and you try to do a little dance on your tiptoes to fake him, and he cheekily did a little dance back. That's so, isn't it?

    Evidently, I'm enjoying your blog. Thanks.

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  • 42. At 12:19pm on 23 Nov 2009, Rob wrote:

    Michael, these blogs really are a great insight into the life and mind of a footballer and do yourself, and The Owls by association, great credit. They're articulate, well-written and honest, long may they continue.

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  • 43. At 1:45pm on 24 Nov 2009, Clear & Present Ranger wrote:

    Post 13: Read post 12 again slowly and think about your response.

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  • 44. At 6:18pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to all

    Hello everyone,

    Firstly can i say sorry for not being able to reply for the last couple of weeks as there was a fault when i was trying to sign in.
    Im up and running again now so i will do my best to reply to your questions.

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  • 45. At 6:23pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 3

    I think there will always be a question mark over glen johnson when it comes to defending but going forward as a fullback he is one of the best in the world.
    As for darren, there are some great forwards at the moment and they all seem to be playing at the top of there game. He is doing all he can and more to push for a world cup spot and lets hope he gets his rewards.

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  • 46. At 6:28pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 4

    I have to be honest here. It has to be the world cup without a shadow of a doubt. Its every young boys dream and i would go as far as saying every proffessional footballers dream also.
    When i was in the england squads i was to cought up in enjoying it myself to look at others but from what i saw in training and playing in the games they all looked like they wanted to be there.

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  • 47. At 6:36pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 15

    It has crossed my mind a few times over the last couple of years. Call me a home boy but this is my bread and butter and where i was given my opportunity to learn my trade. Family means a lot to me and i wouldnt get to see much of them if i was away.

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  • 48. At 6:42pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 18

    Yes i make sure i go out of my way to speak to the youngsters, Not just the young lads who are already in the team but the players who want to break in also. Hopefully the experience i pass on holds them in good stead and maybe one day they can do the same.

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  • 49. At 6:44pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 23

    Thans for replying and your honest comments. If you have ideas on what i can write about then let me know. im always open to suggestions.

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  • 50. At 6:47pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 24

    At the time when me and kev were in the squad he was really flying. I always think if you are a striker and you get your chance then people judge you on goals. Im sure if kev had got his first then plenty would have followed.

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  • 51. At 6:50pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 28

    What would you like me to talk about then FLOOCH !!!
    It must be easy to write a very short reply like yours. Any suggestions?

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  • 52. At 6:54pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 30

    Absolutely.
    Pulling on that white shirt for your country was something very special to me and will live with me forever.
    Every player is diffrent and have there own reasons for retiring early.
    I can only speak for myself and would never turn down the chance to represent my country.

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  • 53. At 6:57pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 32

    Adam johnston is a top player who you should enjoy watching every week. I do agree with you in that he isnt far away from being called up for England but will it happen while he is playing in the Championship?

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  • 54. At 7:00pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 33

    How could i forget my debut......
    That story has been told a few times in my household over the years so thanx for getting in touch. Derby beat us this season so you can call that payback.

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  • 55. At 7:17pm on 24 Nov 2009, Michael Gray wrote:

    reply to no 41

    Haha that sound about perfect to me. Good memory.

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  • 56. At 08:44am on 25 Nov 2009, kkandnathan wrote:

    This comment was removed because the moderators found it broke the House Rules.

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